So this is what normal feels like. Thanks to getting back on my meds, I have rushed out of the depression and stopped on NORMAL floor for a minute. If life felt like this all the time life would be grand. Many take for granted what normal is. I think normal doesn't mean always happy and things are going your way. Many times its a variety of emotions. Hurt, anger, pain, sadness and so on. However, most of the time you are up beat, not depressed, peaceful, not in soul crushing conflict.